And truthfully, I hate to be wrong.

I feel like I was robbed of an opportunity. However…

I’m wise enough to see that “this” was our best case scenario.

Regardless, I’m now left feeling frustrated, as I unpack each level of the cognitive dissonance that I’m experiencing.

Woefully, there’s no shortcuts here; I’ll have to sift through each and every wave to reach my full acceptance.

Yes – I know this is just a reflection of my own my state of mind, but I can’t help but to harbor some resentment.

In all honesty though, I’ve come such a long way and I’m proud of myself. My progress has been unbelievable. Soon this will just be another lesson in my book.

One day at a time.